We lasted for three years but now we have different lives. I thought he was the man who will be my man and be mine. I was wrong, i have to end our relationship since I am no longer happy with the kind of relationship we have. He was my first love and the person who let me feel what love really is. It’s nice to fall in love with the person you really love and its really nice to love and be loved. But now that I am alone and free, I think i finally found which would really make me happy which is to be single. As of now, I am still enjoying my singleness, I mean i could never be happy as what i am right now. I mean enough is enough, I think I deserve to be happy from giving up a miserable relationship with him.
I think I don’t deserve him, I was so faithful to him and been loyal to our relationship but things did’nt work out. I caught him that he was in a relationship with another woman but since I love him, I still forgive him and yet love him. But things getting worse, our relationship failed again, and now, its getting more complicated. I mean, I cant take it anymore.I am no longer happy and there were no nights that I never cried. Everyday , it tends to be hurt and I was so deeply in hurt. There were days that I dont like to eat, I just want to be lonely and let myself be ugly. One day, I prayed to God, and call him . I talk to God, and ask him that this feelings of mine will be gone. it’s not easy to move on but I have to do this. I know I will survive even without a man to have. Right now, thank god . I am in the stage to a Self-acceptance where I know how to love myself and to accept that we are not really meant for each other. I still believe that there is a man who is really right for me.Now,.I am still waiting for Mr.RIght, still happy even single.. I am not pressured to have a boyfriend since I am really happy with my careerlife ,and Good thing, I have my family to call on, and friends to rely on whenever i’m lonely and depressed.
TO girls out there who has same experience that I have ; here’s a 10tips to work on,, to attract Mr.Right man, the 10 secrets on how to be attractive
- feel your BEAUTIFUL
- Don’t hide your sexualit
- be HAPPY
- be friendly
- be humble
- be affirming
- be modest
- be YOURSELF
- be as pretty as u can be
- be MYSTERIOUS
